Día 24- Something I wonder "What if....?" about

Hmm.. This is hard only because I am a major "What if...?" person. I always ask myself this. So why don't I choose something fun?

What if Person With Eyes was real? What if I could physically see and touch him? Wouldn't that just be fantastically amazing? I think I would die if I met him in real life. He's such a hunk. He's pretty much the most amazing fictional man I can think of. There's very little I wouldn't do to meet him.  How could you not like someone who is so smart, caring, and strong? 

I can't think of anyone who could wield a whip better than him. Oh my gosh.. I like start drooling just thinking about that. I get quite excited. I won't lie. His chest and abs are those of a god. I'm pretty sure we'd make beautiful babies. If you know what I mean. ;)

I think one of the many things I find attractive about him is that he has that whole "demon turned savior" thing going for him.  That's hot. He also loves books. How can I not be attracted to him for that? He also looks adorable in his glasses. Now, I'm sure it's no secret that I have a thing for guys who shave their head. But Person With Eyes? He has GORGEOUS hair. I would love to run my fingers through it just once.

Okay, is it getting hot in here or is it just me?

So, yes. I wonder "What if Person With Eyes was real?" Except I tend to take it a step further and ask: "Why can't he be real?"

Día 23- Something I Miss

Well, I can think of two.

1) I miss my grandpa. He was always so supportive. I loved that he was an emotional man. He was honest, dedicated, and very hard working.  I know in the few years before he died it pained him that he couldn't work like he used to. But being sick never stopped him from trying.

2) I miss Melanie living close to me. I've felt a little off balance since she's moved. I feel like I'm in the middle of her and Danika. I like that, that I have a little bit of both of them. They seem to both bring out the best things in me.  Melanie came to visit this last week and when I dropped her back off at Raymond's this morning, I was so sad. In fact, I bawled the entire way back to my house.

Día 22- My opinion about my body and how comfortable I am with it.

Well, I think my body is pretty terrible. I'm really not that comfortable with it. I'm overweight. Okay, let's be honest I'm practically a whale. I also hate the bumps and stuff on my face. I long for a clear face, or even just the occasional pimple (without the bumps and stuff I have now).  No, I don't know what it is. I've been to a couple dermatologists and they have no idea. I hardly ever think I look truly amazing.

I feel a lot more comfortable when I'm wearing my jeans and a black t-shirt. I feel incredibly self conscious if I wear dresses or bright colors.

Día 21- 20 of My Favorite Things.

1. My Bed.
2. Tacos.
3. Vampires.
4. Pirates.
5. Disturbed.
6. Dream Catchers.
7. Peace Teas.
8. Books.
9. Mt. Dew.
10. Person With Eyes.
11. Candy.
12. Giraffes
13. Music
14. Friends
15. Letters/Cards
16. Video Games
17. Ramen Noodles
18. My Computer
19. Backstreet Boys
20. Pictures